Recently, I finally escaped this terrible addiction.

Background: been addicted from the age of 6. Kept getting desensitised to the same genre/videos, and kept escalating it. The genres kept getting more extreme and weird. Penis was extremely damaged from prone masturbation for almost 11 years. Would hold sessions every few days, and masturbate 10-15 times (no kidding). Sometimes I would wake up, crack a nut, go back to sleep. yeah I was down bad. Started "trying" to quit and got on NoFap 4 years ago, at the age of 15 or so. Finally cured the disease, and quit at the age of 18. I'm free!

3 years ago, I discovered the book "EasyPeasy Method" and I was only able to finish it 5-6 days ago. Did it take me years to finish the book? No, I kept delaying reading it. I would restart reading the book when I'm finally about to finish. The book's main advice after quitting is that **** is a poison that you either take it, or leave. There's no such thing as "just one last peak," you will instantly fall into the trap again. The book has one controversial instruction: to keep on using **** while reading this book. If you don't follow this instruction, the method won't work. I took advantage of this. I made this a "reason" for me to masturbate for 3 years and not even try to abstain at all. Recently I realized what my sinister mind was doing, just fooling itself. So, I decided to finish the book.

The book is so well written, after reading it I was absolutely certain I'm never going to need to use **** again. I knew that finally it is over... peace at last! I'd highly recommend the book, read it if you have recently relapsed. HUGE WARNING THO: don't take more than a week to finish the book. Finish it as fast as you can. Do not fall for the trap that I fell for. I'm not saying this is the only way, but I think this is a great way and a much more efficient way.

So, as the title suggests, I've been having REALLY obscene, vulgar dreams. And this almost never happens with me. Before quitting, I rarely got such dreams. But now it has been happening every. single. day. And not just erotic, they are really extreme and disgusting. I wake up every time, and I'm so scared that I just ruined everything and spoilt all my progress. Now I'll have to read the book again. Then I calm down upon realizing that it was just a dream. The weirdest thing is that I'm getting these dreams at approximately the same time everyday...

idk if this is relevant but: before I quit, I was tracking my sleep. I noticed that I've been waking up every day at inexactly the same time. This creeped me out, because I don't remember waking up at all. The watch that I used said that I wake up for 15-20 minutes every day.

I'm scared. Help. I was finally feeling happy and peaceful. The first day I thought that it's just one of those once in months dream. The second time I thought it's weird that it happened consecutively. The third time I realized it's happening at the same time...CHILLS! bro is this a demon or something.... What are your thoughts?